So, has anyone ever experienced being diagnosed multiple times over the course of several years? I have been or am…. schizophrenic, schizoaffective, borderline, multiple other personality disorders with the ultimate topper of being Bipolar through and through. So where does that leave me? All I know is that two psychiatrists told me that I was the most Bipolar person they had ever met. This does not leave one feeling very good about themselves. It’s kind of like when I broke my nose and the doctor in California said, “It’s broken in, like, a million pieces.” Its just not very medically oriented to say these kind of things. I guess I could care less about my nose, but my brain? Can we just pinpoint it to one little thing? I know, lets just say that Jesse is a crazy person. “She is medically termed ‘crazy girl jesse’. Just sane enough to be let loose on the world and live her little crazy life.” See, I am not actually insane enough to be locked up. However, I am the type of crazy that makes people feel really awkward when you talk about your life. “How was your day, Jesse?” … “Well, I cried a little bit this morning then I perked up and then I went out and bought things that I will probably return, oh say… in about 2 days.” Someone please explain to me how any of this fits in with Facebook posts when everyone else is posting pictures of ACTUAL LIVES! Trust me when I say this… everything is going to be okay. everything is going to work out. It may not be working out right now, or even in a few months. You may even have to give it a year. But please know… things do get better. And when they do, you better damn well enjoy yourself.